I read an article tonight that couldn't have come at a better time...today was a challenging day for Carter & I. He was out of sorts a little -- doing things that he knows he shouldn't do. He was whiny and wanted to act like a baby. He was pushing my buttons and it was hard not to get mad at him, but I was as patient as I could possibly be with an almost 4 year old :) I love Carter & Caroline more than anything in this world -- they are my life and I would not trade a minute of any day to be doing anything different. I just have to sit back and realize that everyday isn't going to be the perfect day. I am their Mommy and they need me, just like I need them. I am honored that God chose me to be their mom, that He chose me to care for them and teach them and love them. My life would be so empty if I didn't have little arms grabbing my legs when I am trying to get dinner ready saying "hold de, hold de" or when I finally have them in bed and sit down for a few minutes of mommy time and hear "Mommy, I need to tinkle" or "Mommy, can you just love me & tickle me one more time?" or "Mommy, why do we count 0, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10?" I wouldn't trade any of it -- I don't get much Mommy alone time and you know what? I am just fine with that! There will be a day, when all I will have is free time and will have all the time in the world for haircuts, pedicures, shopping and dinners where I actually sit down and eat an entire meal without getting up to get a napkin or more milk or more applesauce. When those days are gone, it will mean that my babies are all grown up. I think I will sit back and cherish this time, especially the trying days and thank God for my wonderful blessings!